I have been a weepy mess this week. Weeeepeeee. Part of it I’ll blog about later. But I think part of it is that I switched forms of birth control this month and am now back on the pill. The hormones seem to be jacking me up. I burst into tears last night after reading Scott’s email response (it’s in the comments of my last post) and at other random points throughout the night.

This morning I nearly cried again after seeing Jason’s picture on my match “who’s viewed me” list. I came thisclose to sending him an e-mail. Srsly. It was like my fingers were on the keyboard, ready to tap out God knows what. Then I had a flash. A moment. A voice in my head said, “Monique, you don’t owe him any explanation. He doesn’t need to know why you blocked him from e-mailing you.”

Sometimes I am quite smart. And sometimes I even listen to myself.

So I gathered up my stuff, grabbed my umbrella and went outside. I drove to Kroger, got a Lean Cuisine for lunch (and a bag of jelly beans lol), and by the time I got back to the office, I was more concerned with how frickin’ humid it was outside than with ex-boyfriends.

Now I’m listening to It’s All Over/And I Am Telling You from the DreamGirls soundtrack. I still love that movie!

∗ Posted by Monique on 05.14.2008
∗ Annoyances, My life