You ever get so grumpy that you get tired of yourself? That’s me right now. Stabby stabby stabby. STABBY!

I have felt mildly nauseated all week and haven’t had much of an appetite … I guess that’s how my stress is manifesting itself this week. Le sigh. I’ve been grumpy as all get out … and lethargic to boot. Just blah. Not myself at all. If it wasn’t for the meds, I’d think it was another dip into depression; if I don’t feel better in a week or two, I’ll go to the dr. for a readjustment because I have been on the same dosage for several months.

I was supposed to have dinner tonight with a friend but she had to cancel on me; we will most likely have lunch on Saturday. Didn’t talk to MM much today, just a few e-mails (he was kinda crabby yesterday afternoon and with my mood today, I figured it was best to stay away lol), so I don’t know if I’m still going down to his house Saturday afternoon. I mentioned that in the last e-mail I sent him but he hadn’t responded the last I checked. If he waits until Friday to say something, Miss Monique’s gonna have alternate plans. ‘Cause that’s just how I am.

UPDATE: MM must have had a psychic flash of my irritability, because he just called to confirm for Saturday. He was confused and said he was going to be there Friday night. I said, “Will you be there Saturday?!” Finally figured out that he was planning to drive me down there. Ha, not after last time! I told him that I would drive myself. Well, I feel better now that this is cleared up …