Oy what a long day … and it’s not even 3 p.m. As I mentioned in my last post, I fell asleep on the couch for about 90 minutes last night, awakening around 10 p.m. I think I was up until about 1 a.m. before I finally got some sleep. I just couldn’t get comfortable. I was too hot, too cold, too whatever.

MM wasn’t online yesterday at work and I hadn’t heard from him. I was going to call last night but chickened out. Why? Who knows. There is that fear of rejection my crazy old therapist used to mention, lol. Anyway I’m kind of glad I didn’t call because it turns out he was home sick and was actually sleeping at the time I thought about calling. It’s only been a few days since I’ve seen him but I miss him. I know, I’m a dork.

I have barely received any e-mails today, work-related or not. I swear everyone is on vacation except for me …