I woke up this morning with a headache, sore throat and generally hurt all over. Last night I was asleep by 9:30 p.m. and slept straight through until the morning; I called in sick then went back to bed until 1 p.m. I feel better now, just tired still. Not sure how much of this is illness and how much is depression. I HATE not having any energy. Hate it hate it hate it. I went to the grocery this afternoon; snow is headed this way and you’d think it was the apocalypse, you know? Good gawd. Even the news stations were at the grocery stores. Reedickulous.
One of my friends called me last night, sobbing. She’s the one who is married to the guy with four teenage daughters. Her husband is a super nice guy but clueless. The girls are out of control and get away with tons more than Debby lets her kids get away with … they’ve been married for 2 1/2 years and while she’s bitched about things before, I’m not sure how much longer they will be married. Not a good situation.
That got me thinking. While in the past I have said that I want a relationship, really, I don’t think that I do. I can’t imagine dealing with someone all of the time or even sharing a bed with someone. Maybe I’m entering a hermit phase …

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∗ Posted by Monique on 01.31.2008
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Or maybe it’s the winter blahs. ((HUGS))
Jen’s last blog post..Bed Head
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Jen (Who am I?) - January 31, 2008 8:37 pm
I’m so right there with you… I imagine the ins & outs of a relationship and wonder if I’d rather just be alone than have to cook, clean & share my bed every night… there has to be a compromise somewhere… ya know?
Tori’s last blog post..long look in the mirror?.
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Tori (Who am I?) - January 31, 2008 10:50 pm
JenJen — Yep, that too.
I’ll make it to Michigan one of these weekends so my parents can spoil me. That will help my mood!
Tori — It’s a bitch, ain’t it … but then I see Belladonna so happy with her fledgling relationship and I miss that too …
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Monique (Who am I?) - February 1, 2008 8:19 pm