I was ok at work today, kind of. I got teary-eyed three times, I think. I had to tell my friend Denise the story, as she’s been out. I could barely speak when I said, “I know it’s not my fault … but why me?” That’s it, the why. I logged into match.com today for the first time in over a week and Jason had viewed my profile today. Now what the fuck is that all about?
As soon as I got home tonight, I started crying and I was sobbing by the time I made it up the stairs. It’s like I’m waiting for someone to tell me that the past three days have been a terrible mistake. I ate lunch today, my first real meal in two days. I’m physically hungry now but nothing at all is appetizing. I just want to take an ambien and go to bed, but it’s only 6:30.
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∗ Annoyances
Sorry, I have been away for a day or two and am just now catching up. I am sure everyone else has already said anything that I would say. My worry for you is only equalled by how pissed off I am at him. I wished we lived closer because I’d find that fucker and give him something to worry about.
Comment by
Mr. Fabulous (Who am I?) - June 27, 2007 9:04 pm
Let me first say this, and don’t EVER forget it, OK?
IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. Repeat after me, Monique, IT IS NOT MY FAULT.
You had NO idea he would go back with that chick. You had no idea that he would be such a fucking dickwad. That asshat deserves a good ass whooping.
Keep your chin up girl and remember, it is NOT you. It was him.
As for him looking at your profile again, SOME men are fucking twats when it comes to women. Don’t you worry about him and do something for yourself. Treat yourself to a pedicure or a night out with your girlfriends.
Comment by
sodapop (Who am I?) - June 27, 2007 11:12 pm
Fuck this. E-mail me his address. I’m overdue for a road trip with “Uncle”.
Comment by
NYCWD (Who am I?) - June 28, 2007 1:10 am
Thanks punkins. I heart you all. I have been overwhelmed with offers of violence. It does my broken little heart good.
Comment by
Monique (Who am I?) - June 28, 2007 6:35 am
This isn’t your fault, and you do not deserve it. Please try to remember that it is good that you found out about this now, not in six months or a year.
Comment by
Angel (Who am I?) - June 28, 2007 9:08 am
Ok. That’s it. It’s time to get angry rather than sad. You do not deserve to let that needledickmutherfucker make you SAD anymore.
Comment by
Miss Britt (Who am I?) - June 28, 2007 10:50 am
Thanks ladies. I’m starting to snap out of it. I am fucking fabulous, damn it!!! I deserve a fucking fabulous man!!!!
Comment by
Monique (Who am I?) - June 28, 2007 6:15 pm
You ARE fabulous damnit and don’t forget it.
Comment by
sodapop (Who am I?) - June 28, 2007 7:57 pm
sweetie,no more tears,’kay?you are a wonderful person and i dont have to meet you to know that your words here tell it all.he is an asshole and he does not know a good thing even if it shoved itself up his butthole the moron!
let him swim in his own shit and he is such a whimp first of all if he would even consider going back to this girl who treated him like trash.
we love you monique and for all these people in here to tell you that you are a great person blv me you are!
{{{hugs}}}
Comment by
khatyashia (Who am I?) - July 2, 2007 8:25 am