• Found out Jason — henceforth known as the motherfucker — had been fucking me over all along and was getting back with his ex-gf, who didn’t want him when they were dating.

• I left the longest, most scathing VM of my life when the motherfucker wouldn’t take my call. From what I remember, I told him that what he was did was totally unnecessary and twice as unconsciable because it was a game to him, that he should be ashamed of himself and really was disgusting. And I hoped he and Stephanie were happy together because she didn’t even want him before and he had to screw me over to get her back.

• The motherfucker’s best friend Brian e-mailed and told me he had just found out and had no idea that had been the motherfucker’s intention. He and his (ex) wife greatly enjoyed my company and if I wanted to stay in contact with them, that would be great. Ha! That would really get the motherfucker’s goat!

• In my despair, I have totally lost my appetite. I ate half of a banana, a chocolate granola bar, about 1/3 of a medium vanilla cone from DQ and a 100-calorie Hostess pack today, or roughly 7 points on WW. I still have no appetite.

• I talked to my mom on the phone three times; Shelly twice; my dad, Debby, Kim, Chris and Jennifer once; plus have had an ass-kicking offer from Laci and many, many e-mails and supportive comments.

• Thanks guys. As we’ve all been talking about lately, the friendship and support that develops in the online community is amazing. I don’t consider y’all “blogging friends,” you’re just plain friends.

I know my posts have been really chaotic today. Thanks for bearing with me.

∗ Posted by Monique on 06.26.2007
∗ Annoyances, Love life