I’m in a good place right now.

I have been happy with my own company … going where I want to go, watching what I want to watch on TV, eating what I want to cook for dinner … I haven’t had a date in over a month and I haven’t missed socializing with gentleman callers. I haven’t even seen Ryan all that much. I drop my hints here and there, and if he doesn’t bite, eh, whatever. A lot of nights, just hanging out is more appealing anyway.

Maybe it’s the companionship that I miss most about a relationship … but I’m not going to settle or sacrifice just to have someone to watch “CSI” with. Besides, who else but me wouldn’t mind that I paused last night’s episode roughly seven times to change the laundry, get a drink, go to the bathroom, see what the cats knocked over, heat up water for oatmeal, and go to the bathroom a few more times?

I’m on the mailing list for a local theater company because I went to one of their shows last winter. I received a message the other day about auditions for the upcoming season. I briefly wondered if Mark would try out … the plays at this theater usually involve some form of nudity, and, I have to admit, I wouldn’t mind seeing his bare chest again … but from a distance of 20′ or so, so I can’t claw his miserable little eyes out lol.