I have a profile on myspace.com, which I created b/c of Mark. I have a few friends on it and mainly use the site to e-mail my brother, who also has a page. Tonight I was feeling nosy and checked out Mark’s page. In the past two weeks, he’s added two new “friends” — both gay men.
Hmmm.
Granted, Mark did work as a professional actor/singer/dancer for a number of years and I’m sure he’s known more than a few gay men. These are guys whose names I never heard, though; they do have a connection to our state, so I guess it’s possible he knew them.
But still.
I will f-ing crap my pants if my therapist was right and he’s gay/in denial/confused.
I’ve thought about it, esp. since she kept bringing to the forefront, and my gut tells me that he’s straight. But there’s all this circumstantial evidence, if you will. I mean, not like it matters, as he’s out of my life. But I am telling you, if I’m ever see him at a gay bar when I’m out with my friend, holy shit. I would probably drop my drink, swoon, and then, upon my recovery, never date again.
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MYSpace… wow… that place is like a shelter for in the closet people… oh your doomed.
JOKING!!! Stop the madness… he was probably just a metrosexually charged person… nothing I would worry about… besides… no one else you dated has turned out to be gay right??? Really… it isn’t so bad… don’t sweat it.
Comment by New York City's Watchdog - February 20, 2006 9:41 pm
Ah you haven’t read far enough back on my blog. ; ) There was a guy, John, who I mention from time to time, a former co-worker. It was near the end of my marriage, I was bored and pissed off at the husband, thought I would flirt with John (whom I suspected was gay but kept it very much under wraps). What a can of worms. A year later it culminated with us getting totally trashed, sitting in the rain, confessing our feelings. He told me he had convinced himself he was gay until he met me and the way he felt about me, he hadn’t felt about anyone in years. He ended up getting another job, partly because it was too painful for us to work together. So yeah, there’s some baggage there!!!
Comment by Monique - February 20, 2006 9:48 pm
Awww…hugs.
Comment by DeeJay - February 21, 2006 10:40 am