Funny how when someone else says something, it makes sense.
My new friend, New York City’s Watchdog, posted an entry on his blog about my last entry. He called it “Red pill or blue pill.” (Yes, it took me a sec to get the “Matrix” reference lol). He talks about how a lot of people, myself (and it sounds like him, too), take the easy way out just because it’s “known” and we don’t have to deal with the fear of the unknown. In my case, it would be choosing Ryan over Mark, just because I know what I’m getting from Ryan (i.e. sex). Mark is a more fully developed person and thus has more potential to delight or disappoint me. Ryan will just continue to disappoint (outside of the bedroom, at least).
So here’s what it comes down to: Am I worth more than what Ryan has to offer?
Yes, I am.
Thanks, Watchdog, for the virtual kick in the pants. I’ll go for the red pill this time around.
∗ Posted by Monique on 12.26.2005
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Not a problem… virtual kicks are my specialty. I also need to buy some stock in the red pill industry… if you end up with any extras… send them my way. Thanks!
Comment by New York City's Watchdog - December 27, 2005 10:29 am