Feeling pensive

I am so ready to go home.

This week hasn’t been bad, just tedious. I miss my cats. I miss my bed. I miss my car. I miss MJCF. Last night was another late night … I went out for a while w/ the co-workers, then came back to my room to watch TV. Around 11, I logged on to check my e-mail and MJCF was online. We chatted for about 75 minutes, meaning I was up past midnight for the third consecutive night. It still surprises me when he’s sincere and not flip. I suppose we’re similar in that way, resorting to sarcasm and jokes for protection. He called me “Miss Spellcheck” last night and I replied, “Hey, I am not THAT bad!” His reply? “I know.” I complimented him on his eyes and he thought I was being a jackass. I thought, why would he think I would tease him like that? but that’s exactly what I do … someone compliments me and I think, why would they say that? what do they want from me?

I think I can take the risk and trust him … but is he willing to do the same? I guess only time can tell.

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∗ Posted by Monique on 09.22.2005
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