I have a date tomorrow.

I am feeling kind of ambivalent about it, but I think that may be because I don’t want to get my hopes up.

He just turned 25 (I’m 30), he’s a Republican (I’m quite liberal), he goes to church (I gave that up along with my marriage) … but for some reason I’m interested, and I think it’s more than the “opposites attract” thing. He seems like a nice guy, but funny and with a strong enough personality to balance mine.

We’ve been e-mailing for probably two weeks, and he’s called me twice. So at the end of our conversation last night, he asked me to have dinner with him … we’re meeting tomorrow, as it’s the only time we can get together this week. Afterwards I was like, wow, a man who calls me, wants to talk with me and wants to go out with me. Hmmm … nice change.

Because of his age, I had been referring to him as “Potential New BoyToy,” but that’s not fair. It’s time to retire the “BoyToy” label for now — and the only thing he seems to have in common with MJCF is age. Speaking of, seeing how easy it was for new guy to ask me out made me even pissier with MJCF. Maybe it’s the PMS talking, but damn it. I’m sick of him already — and he’s only been back a month.

∗ Posted by Monique on 08.28.2005
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