Stuck

I feel stuck. I shouldn’t have let MJCF back in to my life. Nothing has changed … we talk a lot, but he still hasn’t asked me out. He works too much — hence, the nickname “my job comes first” — and I feel like he’s just out of reach. We were apart long enough that I was used to not talking with him anymore. Now he doesn’t seem interested in sex but he doesn’t seem interested in friendship, either.

Maybe I’m reading this all wrong. Maybe I’m projecting my confusion onto him. Or maybe he thinks what he’s giving me is enough.

Why does he affect me like this?

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∗ Posted by Monique on 08.04.2005
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